DEAD IS DEAD IS DEAD

Nick informed me tonight that he made yet another confusing choice in asking me to be his boyfriend again... he dumped me AGAIN tonight. My heart really hurts now, after working so hard to open back up over the beginning of the week when he told me he had made a mistake and wanted me back.

I wonder how many people can say they have been dumped by a boyfriend twice within two weekends.

Everything seems so flattened right now, but I know I will be ok. Someone will really care about me someday, want me, and keep me. For now, that person will have to remain just me,... and, of course, Cyprus... my best friend.

God, I can't believe this happened to me! I feel so stupid.

Good Night, Nick.